Saturday, March 2, 2013

The Blues

Assalamualaikum and hi guys! 

So for today as of 2nd of March 2013 I am sitting here alone in my so called sweet escape day and ignore the world. 
Basically today I am travelling in Penang with all my devices Note Blackberry and with my laptop together.
Yeah I am carrying my bag pack as well. 

I know its kind of strange. As how the title is, I am on my Blues Mood right now. 
Few things changes my life that makes everything esp in Penang seems awfull, at times. 
It is not like I am not happy with my life but assignments, tests, past relationship affected me these past few days. 
Maybe I've been apart from my love ones in KL perhaps make everything easier for me be in melancholy mood. 

Actually I had never ever experienced this before.
I am the kind of person who actually NOT in bad mood for too long. 

I talked to a good friend of mine about my feelings. 
I exposed myself with more sunlight every day (I believe to the fact that sunlight actually helps to boost our mood! That is why I prefers hot sunny days rather than cold rainy days). 
I even call my parents more often nowadays. 
I also occupied myself with things that I enjoy like listen to music and of course jogs everyday.

Alhamdulilah I am getting better now. 
BUT there is still lil blues in me. 
So I decided to have a little sweet escape today. I am ho ho ho hoping that when I get back to campus later I am ready to face the world again. 
(Sorry I dont want to use words like depressed, emo, sad or PMS. 
It just gonna makes me feel bad about myself lol). 

The reason why I am choosing to be alone for a short while because 
I want to find myself again and because I just love myself 
I cannot let these negative part of take control. 
If I letting myself feel negative on the inside, I may become negative on the outside. 
Both of these negativity feed off of each other and create an ominous outcome. 
I might become 'stuck' in the blues.

SO that is all for today. 
I hope ladies out there wont do what I am doing right now
travelling alone because it is hella dangerous out here. 
And if they do, please do tell your close friends or partner about your plan. 
In my case I told my close friend as I don't wanna make that special someone worry about me

I would like to add something:
Take a moment to appreciate where you are right now! 
Its important to continue working on yourself as a person for your entire life. 
Don’t forget to love the person you are, 
and that is what I am doing right now. 

Thursday, February 21, 2013



So it is early in the morning time, Thursday 4.00 am and I didnt actually plan to post right now because it supposedly the time for me to zzz. Anyway, since I already here I am gonna write something to do with love (wait dont you eww me yet!) since we are still on the month of love. 

I am a type of person who considering February as the month of love rather than Valentines Day 
because yeah there are people giving roses to their women everywhere 
and romantic movies are playing on TV for this month haha. 

This month is officially my personal month of love as well <3

SO, for this Falling in Love February
I am actually do think everyone everyyyyone including me should replace words like 'hate' with love! 
I mean yeah why not. 
When I walk to class and random people (guys or girls) randomly smile at me 
well actually could made my day and I think it is a simplest way to spread love!

I also strongly believe that love could actually make us happy of course 
and that positive energy will attract good things in our daily life. 
Don't you just hope someone would be there with you at your utmost bad time 
so that you could share things that screwed up your day? 
Without love, will that person who could be your friend or your mom be there listen to you?

So before I could spread love or give love, 
I think I should allow myself to falling deeply in love with who I am
With the life I live. 

Why do this? 
Because by loving yourself you are opening yourself up to receive more outside love than you are even prepared for! 

My 'falling deeply in love with myself' doesnt mean that for you to extend less love to others. 
Give love to people around us is crucial if we want to be loved. 
(I cannot even imagine life on this Earth without mother love! 
I hope Emak doing good while performing her Umrah right now).  
I think how humans (whether living with love or hate) is the one that draws the atmosphere of this world.

I've begin to realize that thru my acceptance of life's imperfections, it's important to dedicate some energy to a positive self relationship each day as it is to ermm extend energy to relationships 
with family members and friends. 
In the end, we would benefit from being able to 
receive the same love for the SELF 
as we receive from others.

So, that is all from me right now since I should go to sleep hours ago..
..and for the fact that get enough sleep is one of the way to love yourself hehe.
Goodbye, Assalamualaikum :)

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Fast and Furious Six!

Le very express update..

I've watched all five of em and this one is going to be AWESOME!!!
Cant wait cant wait cant wait!

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Upside Down

Watched this movie 2 days back. Skipped a class and watch a movie with Dija :)
I love the originality concepts, effects and imagery. These are the only things that made the movie worth of watching. At the beginning of the movie you might wow-ed by the shots of places 
but ermm TBW, the movie grow pretty annoying at the end of it. Haha.

The movie is about two lovers Adam and Eden separated by opposite worlds. 
Their planets just happens to exist directly above one another.
Okay basically gravity rules are both planets pulled by the gravity of its own planet 
and things that are on the other planet's gravity gonna heat up and eventually burn. 
Stupid part of the movie was; Eden gets pregnant with Adam's baby at the end, so does that mean sperm won't burn? Or the sperm didn't fly? Or even the baby? 

So people will eventually burn when they crossing to other planet, yes. Another stupid part of the movie; in Adam's first visit to Up Top, he burns within an hour. In his 2nd, burns after hours pulak. And the third time, he stayed over for a night??? When was the time they make love lagi tak masuk akal like the movie breaks their own rules!

Was it just me realized that, if  we hanged upside we would have probably get headache or passed out? 
So how could it possible to walking, talking, thinking and in this case making love for hours to a day while being upside down? 

Sorry thought of writing movie preview but it is more of movie spoiler. For once in awhile if you want to watch a romantic why not kan. 
You have been warned with the stupid and inconsistent storyline. You're welcome :)

Starting from 15th Jan 2013, all the guards in campus given a power to fine students if students being caught not dressing as how in 'Sahsiah Rupa Diri Pelajar' rules.
Guess lah if I kena saman I kena bayar berapa banyak?
Colored or in my case highlighted hair - RM50

Last semester I fully blacked my hair tak ada pulak nak ada rules macam ni. 
Kalau tak mesti I tak kisah pun pasal saman saman ni. 
Oh oh I miss my very dark black hair I had last semester la.. My very fav hair moment hehe :P

So from now on ONLY WHEN I AM GOING TO CLASS, I will be wearing my matrix card and do random hair bun trying to keep the highlighted part of my hair unexposed. 
I dont think I need to change what I should wear, my clothes are all appropriate haha.
I am pretty positive about my clothes.

Goodbye :)

Friday, January 11, 2013

2013 Must Watch List

I think 2012 was a spectacle year of entertainment for movie goers. 
Honestly I missed lotsa movies in 2012 tho. Lets hope it's not going to happen in 2013.


The Avengers was fine, not great. 
The Hobbit, my final movie in 2012 and that was awesome. 

It is never too early to get excited about movies that haven't even confirmed the release date. For movie junkies like myself 2013 looks mouth-watering with new offerings and anddd of course sequels :) 

I can watch those movies but for must watch? Naah.

Thor - The Dark World
I cant decide whether to put Thor, Man of Steel or Iron Man 3 
as the first must watch movie. Haha! Silly I am. 
Well I have a big expectation for Thor. I just love the first one. Avengers turned out to be just okay. I hope this one end up to be the best. :D

Man of Steel
Several reasons it is hard not to be excited to watch this movie. 
First; Christopher Nolan involved with this movie. 
Second; HELLO, after so long it is the return of Superman to the big screen okay! 
And the third; Henry Cavill is the one in the blue tights :P 
(who could ever forget his *cough*body*cough* in Immortal anyway?)

Iron Man 3
Big expectations to this movie man. 
I have a feeling Iron Man's balance of action and humor will mix with urmm sadness for the third one? Well this is just my initial opinion after watching the trailer of course. 


Psst: all these movies are randomly listed by me. Have fun scrolling :) 

4. A Good Day To Die Hard
Well I told myself I must watch this when I saw the trailer in cinema few days back. Thanks for their symphony on the trailer that gave me some kind of goosebumps. 
Oh and it will be out on Valentines Day
I hope it will turn out to be interesting as the date release.

5. World War Z
I couldn't recall the last Brad Pitt's movie that I watched. 
Oh well, thanks again to the trailer music that Hans Zimmer - ish that made me think that it will be a good movie. 
I always think that movies with good soundtracks potentially a great movie. 

6. Wolverine
Swear those are my impressions when I first heard about the plot. 
It is good to watch Hugh Jackman on big screen again. :)

7. Hunger Games - Catching Fire
While today Alicia Key's song keeps reminding me of Jennifer Lawrence (and that is rather disturbing) I have a feeling (again about feeling) that 
this will not goin to be a huge global hit as the first one. YOU CAN TRUST ME ON THIS.
Dont asking me about proves or facts about movies selling or whatsoevs.. 
Sometimes, I just know things. *wink*

8. Oblivion
I would love to watch this movie. 
After watching Jack Reacher few days back I want to see Tom Cruise more. His character in this movie will be Jack as well. It doesnt matter. What matter to me is it was directed by the director of TRON. 
Now you understand my why I would love to watch this? 

9. Fast Six
I am not sure about the date Fast Six goin be release. 
I hope it wont be in 2014, it will rather be too long to wait for this crash-kaboom-bamm highly rated racing franchise. 

10. Hansel and Gretel
Well the last time I check my childhood's Hensel and Gretel wasn't like the one I watched on the trailer. Except the fact it is about brother and sister. 
It would be a cool movie I know. I just know things remember? Haha.

11. G.I Joe 2
Imma gonna watch this. Casting by a great lines, good trailer and, not a fan.

12. Pacific Rim
I dont know about other ppl but I think this would be some kind of the same
Transformer + Battleship destructive robots battle and I'm on it! 
It is also said to be among best blockbusters for the year 2013. 
And I am pretty confident it will be.

13. Star Trek
I am not a fan of Star Trek. I cant even sure whether I really had never watched any of Star Trek before. LOL. I think it is worth to watch movie.

That's all I could think of.
I knowww there are some more movies I want to watch 
but I cant remember what are they yeeesh! -.-'  

Lets start saving some money as of now. 

If you really know me, I dont mind spending some money to watch good movies. 
I dont even mind to watch movie alone as how I did when I was single.
Well I am now. Lalala.  

I hope everyone doing fine out there with their love ones. Seriously I am 100% - ly sure that no one is gonna read my blog anymore as people are on 140 characters per post now. I am, too. It's cool. I can write anything want on my blog compared to years back where I posted something at night and on the next day my friend gonna ask me about it. That was in secondary. Long ago.


Potential Breakup Blog

This may be odd because on the same page you can view the 'Wont Ever Forget Moments' posted on July last year. 
Ironically as of January 11 2013, imma gonna post something that would make you laugh. Trust me. 

About a week ago, my year and a half relationship to the guy I was told myself would be a father to my future adorable children ended (this post reference). I accepted this fact you don't need to hand me tissues tho. This guy became my advice giver, my confidante, my biggest critic, and my biggest supporter. Almost all movie I saw in the last year, I saw with him. He was my dinner date and an ear I could turn to. Above all, he always be there to help me. Through the good and the bad times, he became my best friend. 

Would you ever get back together with your ex? Are you over him?

Thank you for such questions. 
In reality when time passes, if we get back together with our ex, it would be like having a relationship between two different people. In certain things, I’ve might changed, and I’m sure he has too. 
Am I over him? Happened a week ago what you expect? 
Am I over the memory of what I had with him? It is a no.
So yeah, I am really positive to the fact that this is the best for me and him. 

I know I’m not alone here. We all have been in love and lost love.